guess what?
I did it...
Not that it's so unusual, but with all those... not so promising circumstances, I had some doubts...
Well...
I did it
Had some hesitations at first, more or less because of that...very much(too much) of a relation with..., and that could lead to..., and that I didn't know if that was because of..., or just as an apology or..., whatever..., but it turned all out great
...for now...
So...
now
it's all about images, prints, batteries, watches, classic office working days, classic weekends of duty, beautiful rainy days, beautiful music, beautiful people...
beautiful teen company with hidden wishes that I lived some time ago, and still live, but a little more awareness, a little more hidden, and much more elaborate...
.......
no jumping into past and no future expectations, just that little tiny sensation, that someone's round the corner, the one that looks very good and all the rest that a very elaborate mind of a non teenager can make..., create...
well...
honestly?...
I had this kind of sensations almost every spring
:)
so far...
maybe with this kind kind of change even that can change from just a sensation to something real...
OK
so far so good
no more glasses on my mind :)
just on my head:)
love you people...