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 A letter to...

my substitute for love...

It does everything you wish, makes you look amazing, young again, charming, it never say's I have no time, it never do anything wrong, it listens, and if you fail, it makes just a little tiny sound, to remind you to go back and correct your mistake...,whenever you need it, even deep into the night hours... it is never tired...

Sometimes it tells what you think, sometimes it makes you louder than your sown voice...

It's name is Photoshop...

And it has an another fantastic attribute..., sometimes works like a wonder pill that wipes out all your heavy thoughts...

Well, sometimes even it has no power over human nature. 

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I have a dream...

that one day, all of me will be into something important...

Sunshine's going to high school, done very well so far. I found money for a three day trip in Austria, and with friends I did in my life, with an X too... 

I'm not that bad after all...;) 

Well have a great time. Playing solo, saying out my thoughts, being honest, maybe a little too honest and direct. I feel as complete as never before.    No painful decisions, no renounces, nothing I really miss, I find myself closing up before friends and others. I don't tell much about me saying a lot. 

I feel good.

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Anyway...
there's nothing new round me, no new people, except some words with no face from twoo...the cat is growing, the dog's getting adult finally, sunshine's becoming a lady, job sucks, he's not available, the other's discovering himself, the kid's fucked up, the home's brighter and the summer's behind the corner, FINALLY...pretty 26°C today.
Learning Sony Vegas, out of some boring rainy day legacy...

I did my first time laps film, not as difficult as suspected...

and some pics...

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Feeling lucky they said...well...
this days feeling kinda strange, like something's about to happen...have no idea what, but I had this kind of feeling before, and never happen anything important!?...
Got some free time last two days and had a meeting with myself, great...
made a house in sims3 and made a video of it...more, uploaded it to share the idea...I know is not near what some guys do, but they are mostly architects...and I'm just a nurse from the last corner of this world...
well

here it is...
download here

and the video...

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help me i fall
help me over the wall
help me give me a hand
help me my sky's grey
help me we're all affraid
help me i feel all you feel
help me(or) i(ll) fall ??

help me i'm not a ghost
help me my life's ruff
help me i knew so much
help me i don't know why
help i don't wanna die
help me i feel all you feel
help me i fall

help me i...
help me i...
help me i...think i'm dying

help me i...
help me i...
help me i...think i'm falling

help me you heard it all
help me when i call
help me i see all you've seen
help me i fall

help me i...
help me i...
help me i...think i'm dying

help me i...
help me i...
help me i...think i'm falling
help me i...think i'm dying
...think i fall

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guess was not...

some little makeover today, some teaching later this week maybe...some pics, some family, some sun...nice warm late winter weather...

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this month will be a challenge...
:(

not for her...