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There's only one way out, and it starts with little whispers...

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Talk to my lips

I'm 

innocent

and selfish

Letter for you

I watch, I see, I do and I hear you... I hear what you're saying, I see what you're watching at, I do and I have to run... away...because I'm loosing the strength, my body's giving up on me, my eyes wont stay up there, they are creeping down toward the softest part of you... literally and in fact...I know the softness of those lips, I know it...and I know me...and I know it's almost impossible to me to let those lips go...If you'd help, if you only could help, you should do it, you would have to do it, you need to do it..., keep away with those lips, away from me, from my loneliness, from my pathetic existence...called life...

There was no loneliness, no awareness of the incoherence of myself...before your day...I didn't know, notice, see, or wont to see...I didn't, you went away before, you disappeared, forever...that had a time limit...Forever had an end, and I accepted that there was this end, that became a beginning...

I wont to know why, if is it me, is it you, is it beauty, attractiveness, sexual need, just adventure to have...What? 

What is it that drives your eyes into mine, your hand round my waist, your lips close to mine...too close to me...?

I cannot erase the feeling of those lips onto mine, I cannot do anything less or more...then run away...I feel I have to take my distance, embrace my pathetic loneliness..., just to be safe...because you don't talk, you don't say, you are not alone...and maybe you're less pathetic and lonely then me...

I can wear skirts, deep low-neck dresses, lipstick, nail polish and high heels..., for you to notice,... I can wear boots, military pants and gross t-shirts and you'd still knew what's under it...

No way other then words, and me to believe it... No way other then honesty, the truth, and me to be the ONLY one...

Only me

or the little pathetic life...

better be alone, then waiting  for anyone to make me company when the situation allows, or the second one...

Please, oh God...If there's anything I wish, it's peace and because happiness is a luxury of those who cannot judge for themselves...  and a curse to those, who can..., I wish you to freeze my wishes...

I'm cursed with your lips, my love, I am, and I know it...

I don't know, I used every possible approach..., I lowered my eyes, I rise my head, I smiled, I turn my head away...nothing worked...so...so

I'll follow the moment...

It will come to me, some day, the moment...

you wont...

winter2010

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I forgot to ...
ok

some little tiny winter bones...

Ken il guerriero - Sigla integrale (1986)

so many...many dreams...never forgotten...so innocent, so pure..., so...far away...

travelling back...

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Got a new page..., created...


easy, fun, quick, not complicated...
I like :)

http://www.wix.com/majampika/majampika

and something that the all mighty iSockphotos liked

:)

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I wont it all
big, small, brown, soft and tender, harsh, standing, peaceful, yellow, awaiting, built and none...

here's yellow

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Help yourself

go get the beer

lie to me

secrets that I tell

that I don't

that I have or not

secrets that I see, imagine,  wish for, hate

but there comes mail, the mail I never expected...

I'm a nurse, primary, but I love photography...the most

there are two kinds of people

the ones with imagination and those who follow...

I choose to do

I did before, I stopped and I start doing again...

so I ended writing a letter to a total stranger, that isn't so very much different after all...I asked permission, because I lost my tongue watching the video he made, not just that...much more than that...

why am I so fascinated by great imagination, great ideas, great performances, great voices, great minds? 

I've got an answer...

I did get it!!!

Canon 5D Mark II

Ken Arlideg!

Coke "Bottles" Canon 5D MKII test/spec spot. from Ken Arlidge on Vimeo.



Kaiser Permanente "Tick" - Canon 5D Spot from Ken Arlidge on Vimeo.



wooow!!

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nothing really...

bending over..., knocking on doors, looking for something, guessing why not..., being wrong, destroying evidences, hoping for liberty, salvation, resurrection, empty rooms and silence, but this is possible just in Hollywood!!
My stupidity overcomes the power of the fire-storm following the explosion of the super volcano! They shouldn't  have invented the hibernation, because I might get some even more stupid ideas!!

Someone should, would have to, must...stop me!

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nothing really...


well obviously it's the period, they say...like in toddler's age...every change in behaviour, every progress in skills or every new word, face expression, everything it's al just that faze, period...

well...

I don't know...


nothing really...

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well...
pink today...

unhappy with hair...

need some speed...


need some action...


need


well...


the 'chemical brother' I've invented lately...


and had some problems with my EA game..., and Ivan's computer, and weather, and...my little secret wish, undiscovered fully, haven't manage to take his hat off of his head yet..., I still see his eyes watching me, but can't understand if just because he was trying to understand or more...
I don't know if I wont to understand, or keep on trying to...
I don't know why him..., but eyes certainly counts...

counts a lot...

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Late evening, two beers, rainstorm, photoshop, chat, and nothing else...not interested

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Let's go bring the house down with skills...to help, to train, to be important, helpful, big! Old shoes, newer warn, very expensive but highly uncomfortable..., pink and violet and striped hair-bow, purple socks, heavy coloured shirt, pink lip glow...
feel good, hungry but happy...

dedicated to my friend Milan

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Do have a vision, do have a goal, do have some certainties, have fancy full scope, have necessary continuity... , have dialogue, chit-chat, constructive, empty, heavy, pointless and with purpose. Have hair growing, better nails, less kilos, rather good health, some money, and substantially enough clothes, both of us.
Have new stuff to read on tweeter, mostly advertising, but not just that. I really don't miss that much from my past..., maybe just a little of that youth, energy to move, go, do things...
Met a Swedish man yesterday, interesting the white beard, like a captain of a transatlantic cruiser, and he was an employee of one currently docked at the port..., no idea what kind of employee, and he said he's coming back in two weeks, to decide to buy a D300, change the D80 he had with him.
Captain Cook  but very polite, gentle and nice spoken...and not old.
Vanilla and lemon...

Need to buy some air balloons for kids that would have to come tomorrow for a small photo-shoot here. Mum and three kids, me and the 'gun', or the good old D200...
If the weather allows...
need just that little bit of sun before lunch, then the sky can fall down if it wont's, I'll be building a house...
I'll take the Yashica too and no Ben!
Played truant the blogger for a while...

I'd like to meet Dash Berlin, bought a long sleeve shirt on his page, with Miuky loves Dash Berlin written on the front...rather expensive..., hopefully excellent quality material...
Meet?...
well, speak to him..., I've got the impression he's a quiet, focused, bright person...
A sentence can hide much more then words in between...


a stolen view in my little town

Itzhak Perlman (Schindler's List)

It makes me stop, freeze, it makes me cry, think of the red coat, think of all the bad people can do, and how big the hope can get, and how strong the human will can become when..., when... there's nothing left in a person, only the will, only that, and nothing else...and all we can do is honour them with the memory and tears, and empathy and this exceptional music...

It's sad that the best sound, the one that most touches us cones from our pain...

Into Dust, Mazzy Star

Still falling
Breathless and on again
Inside today
Beside me today
Around broken in two
Till you eyes shed
Into dust

Like two strangers
Turning into dust
Till my hand shook with the way I fear

I could possibly be fading
Or have something more to gain
I could feel myself growing colder
I could feel myself under your fate
Under your fate

It was you breathless and tall
I could feel my eyes turning into dust
And two strangers turning into dust
Turning into dust

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Based on my experience... I'll miss my sunshine tomorrow!

koper

Click on the picture, some more Koper hidden on picassa

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starry night

cinematic orchestra arrival of the birds

Best music there is...

Train drops of jupiter

train/drops of Jupiter

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
With drops of jupiter in her hair, hey, hey
She acts like summer and walks like rain
Reminds me that there’s time to change, hey, hey
Since the return from her stay on the moon
She listens like spring and she talks like june, hey, hey

Tell me did you sail across the sun
Did you make it to the milky way to see the lights all faded
And that heaven is overrated

Tell me, did you fall for a shooting star
One without a permanent scar
And did you miss me while you were looking at yourself out there

Now that she’s back from that soul vacation
Tracing her way through the constellation, hey, hey
She checks out mozart while she does tae-bo
Reminds me that there’s time to grow, hey, hey

Now that she’s back in the atmosphere
I’m afraid that she might think of me as plain ol’ jane
Told a story about a man who is too afraid to fly so he never did land

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back to the milky way
And tell me, did venus blow your mind
Was it everything you wanted to find
And did you miss me while you were looking for yourself out there

Can you imagine no love, pride, deep-fried chicken
Your best friend always sticking up for you even when I know you’re wrong
Can you imagine no first dance, freeze dried romance five-hour phone
Conversation
The best soy latte that you ever had . . . and me

Tell me did the wind sweep you off your feet
Did you finally get the chance to dance along the light of day
And head back toward the milky way

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Message to Maxxooo

veš kaj je mogoče edino, ki bi lahko rekla da je razika med tabo in goranom, to da ga nisem nikoli držala za kurac, če sem lahko prostaška, ampak sem mu bila lepa...v to nisem nikoli dvomila...in kot tako me je hotel vsepovsod, biti z mano, bil je z mano 5-6 dni na teden, 3 leta...ni čudno da se je ženi stemnilo...in bila sva skupaj v vsem, vsepovsod, prevozila sva tisoče kilometrov med vzhodom in zahodom evrope, res...dneve in dneve sva prevozila...kombi, cimos ali karkoli, francija...karkoli, mislim, ni bilo sobote ko ne bi bila skupaj kjerkoli, on na mojih rejvih, jaz na njegovih balkanjadah...sodelovanje, delitev, skupaj

in to pogrešam, ne njega kot takega ampak to da sem nekomu lepa in da me hoče s sabo, skupaj v vsem...tudi slikanju...

ARE YOU HUNGRY ?

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M...
I'll try to write...

the finished product will be here, I suppose, if I succeed it's going to be in a few parts...

I already did a novel like one...many years ago...300 pages...so...

the start is here, the title and the cover :)
if lucky, I'll get it translated in English...if I'll make it to the end, of course!

Girl with a gun

Moloko - Music Video : Forever More

here - now - forever

Moloko/Forever More

What if I drown in this sea of devotion 
Just a stone left unturned 
My need is deep 
Wide endless oceans 
Feel it furious 
The fire burns on 

Let there be love 
Everlasting 
And it will live eternally 
Will we receive without ever asking? 
I'm just curious 

Got to find me somebody 
But there's nobody 
To love me 
And it's driving me crazy 
There's nobody to love me 

Somebody tell me 
How could there be nobody 
To love me 
And it's driving me crazy 
There's nobody to love me 

Somebody tell me 
How could there be nobody 
Nobody to love me 
And this life is so empty 
There's nobody to love me 

Endless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

Endless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

Endless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

Endless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

And if I drown in this sea of devotion 
Just a stone left unturned 
My need is deep 
Wide endless oceans 
Feel it furious 
The fire burns on 

Let there be love 
Everlasting 
And it will live eternally 
Will we receive without ever asking? 
I'm just curious 

Don't want to see me crying 
Just want to see me flying 
I need to get so high and 
Want somebody to blow my mind 

Don't want to see me crying 
Just want to see me flying 
I need to get so high and 
Want don't you blow my mind 
Blow my mind 
Blow my mind 

Got to find me somebody 
But there's nobody 
To love me 
Anybody could love me 

And it's driving me crazy 
There's nobody to love me 
Anybody could love me 

Somebody to hold my hand 
Someone who understands 
Somebody to help me write 
The poetry of life 

Someone to love me 
Someone who loves me 
Ooh baby 

Enless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

Enless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

Enless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

Enless tears 
Forever joy 
To feel most every feeling 
Forever more 

Got to find me somebody 
But there's nobody 
To love me 

And it's driving me crazy 
There's nobody to love me 

Most every feeling 
To feel most every feeling